We tripped on the urge to feel alive

I’m feeling very euphoric right now. And I know that it can change in a split second but I’m not gonna waste a moment by slipping back into feelings of helplessness or worthlessness… Instead, I am choosing to just let myself be happy :] And you should too ❤ Because even when life just sucks – just remember there is almost always a choice in the matter. It can eat you up alive or you can try to see the light in even the darkest of times. And that’s my cheesy spill for the day I’ll shut up now…
HAIR: Moon{Hair} Elastic Heart [Group gift – Currently no join fee!]
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Hartlyn Cocoa [Group gift – no join fee!]
EYES: Amacci Real Eyes Blue & Brown
BOW: [Virtual Nirvana] Bone Daddy Eye on You in Black @ Collabor88
LIPS: .:Panda Punx:. Sinful Lips in Pecado
TOP: Loordes of London Make It So in Black/Teal @ Fi*Friday
SHORTS: .:Buttery Toast:. Lace Shorts in Black
NECKLACE: {W&R} Croix Necklace Pastel 01 @ Suicide Dollz [Starting June 1]
RINGS: *CASHMERE&KEANE* Caicko Knuckleduster in Gold [$50L fatpack for the closing sale]
WATCH: Loordes of London Killing Time #18 @ Fi*Friday
HANDS: SLink Casual Hands
SOCKS: PANTSU*HUNTER Lace Socks in Black
SHOES: [ SAKIDE ] Leather Skull Boots
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103, Pose 1
HAIR: [taketomi] Kiyomi II [Group gift – no join fee!]
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Briella {Love Spell} Sugar Tone [Group gift – no join fee!]
EYES: [Detour] Gamma Eyes in Blue (Light sclera)
BOW: [Virtual Nirvana] Bone Daddy Cross My Heart in Black @ Collabor88
LIPS: .:Panda Punx:. Juicy Lips in Caramel Apple
CORSET: Loordes of London Moulin Rouge Corset #2 @ Lyfe of Style
NECKLACE: (Yummy) Bombshell Beads in Onyx @ Collabor88
GLOVES: -UtopiaH- My Pointy Love Gloves Raven
EARRINGS: {W&R} Doll Earrings in Black @ Suicide Dollz
BRACELET: Loordes of London The Masquerade #7 @ Lyfe of Style
STOCKINGS: -UtopiaH- My Double Garter Stockings [Crosses]
SHOES: *CASHMERE* Stamped Pointed Platform in Black [$50L Fatpack for the closing sale]
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103, Pose 7


Like slow spinning redemption

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing 
I am captivated…
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HAIR: .:{Rumina}:. Dolo in Shiny Black
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Ella Milk Tone @ OMG Room
EYES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Lavender
CROWN: .:Buttery Toast:. Ickle Crown in Black/Purple Gacha Item
SWEATER: [ SAKIDE ] Little Mesh Sweater in Black
SKIRT: [STELLAR] Betty Leather Skirt in Purple @ My Attic
NECKLACE: {W&R} Bat Necklace in Black & Purple
EARRINGS:  {W&R} Doll Earrings in Purple @ Suicide Dollz
BRACELET:  {W&R} Gemmed Bracelet in Black & Lavender
RING:  {W&R} Petit Couer Ring in Black & Purple
CLUTCH: .::PiNK CHERRY::. Knuckle Clutch in Black
SOCKS: .:Buttery Toast:. See My Toes? Stripes w/Skulls in Black
SHOES: [STELLAR] Betty Heels in Purple @ My Attic
POSE: Glitterati Model Pack 33 Pose 321


Spring Flu…

Yeh I know it’s called Spring Fever but I came down with the flu…again. Luckily this time it wasn’t coupled with Strep. But it was still highly annoying and prevented me from logging in for a couple days or so. D: While I’m not fully recovered, I had some pictures on stand by for me to put into a post so here ya go =P ❤


HAIR: .Olive. Niki II Hair in Humble Browns @ The Big Show
HEADBAND: .:Buttery Toast:. Coming Up Roses Headband in Cream @ Cosmopolitan Sales Room
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Jaya Skin Peach @ Boobs, Butts & Beyond
EYES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Golden Fire (Larger)
LIPS: .:Panda Punx:. Juicy Lips in Caramel Apple
TOP: Loordes of London La Boheme Cami in Blue/Blush 1 @ The Pier Market
SKIRT: Loordes of London La Boheme Skirt in Blue/Blue @ The Pier Market
NECKLACES, BRACELET & RING: .:Buttery Toast:. Coming Up Roses Collection all in Cream [Also wearing necklace in Plain Long]
POSE: Eternal Dreams Casual Girl 02 Pose 6

HAIR: *Milk* Hair Queen of The Court in Browns
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Hera {Mai Per Voi} Light @ Feeb’s Rascals Sales Room
EYES: Amacci Real Eyes in Ocean Blue
LIPS: .:Panda Punx:. Juicy Lips in Caramel Apple
TOP: Loordes of London Pesaro Tank #15 @ The Open Closet
PANTS: even.flow Lily Jeans Lt Blue
PHONE: Spoiled/Rotten Cute Bot Puppet Phone @ Funny Puppet Fair
SHOES: Loordes of London Urban Hipster #4 @ The Open Closet
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103 Pose 7

Love is a slow song playing on the radio…

I know every word by heart
Happiness is soft light that we see our lives by

Only fading to the dark.

I’ve got the late night/early morning emos plus hunger pains which is always a fun combination -___- But instead of trying to sleep or eat, I decided to make a post.

HAIR: *Milk* Hair Chatterbox [Group gift/No join fee]
EYES: The Sugar Garden Galaxy Eyes in Silver
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Ella Skin Milk Tone Cleav @ OMG Room
WINGS: PANTSU*HUNTER Angel Wing Pink Roses
HEADBAND: Adore & Abhor Princess Headband
FACE PIERCINGS: Diamante:&{K} StarDust
MOON BINDI: Taliesins Tails Paga Moon Tintable [Free]
BODYSUIT: 1 Hundred. Part of Trash Princess Tutu in White
SKIRT: The Sugar Garden Princess Tutu in Pink Sheer
NECKLACES: .:Buttery Toast:.  Coming Up Roses in Short Plain & Long Pink/To Be a Princess Group Gift Necklace
BRACELET: O.M.E.N You’re a Star Bracelet Silver in White, Pink & Black
RING: .Atomic. Cupcake Wing Free TCF 1 Yr Anniversary Gift @ The Chapter Four
WAND: .:Buttery Toast:. Princess Wand Fatpack
GARTERS: PANTSU*HUNTER Pearls Garter in Pink
POSE: Glitterati Model Pack 33 Pose 321
LOCATION: Mysterious Wave [Under Construction]

Close your eyes
Take to the sky like a big blue kite

Leave your woes behind
Closed my eyes
Try to remember what you said to me
Before you say good bye.



Insomnia is stalking me…

I say that because it’s true. It’s been true for about a week now. I’ve been restless and unable to sleep more than 3-4 hours at a time without a clue why >:| So…when I haven’t been able to sleep I’ve bee logged, sorting inventory, unpacking boxes and raising hell…but mostly unpacking and sorting and putting together some blog stuffs. 😀

SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Amaya {Chocolate Kiss} Sugar Tone @ Lubbly Jubblies
EYES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Brown

HAIR: LCKY Helie II Neutral
BOW: [Virtual Nirvana] Bone Daddy Cross My Heart Bow in Black @ Collabor88
DRESS: Loordes of London The Greek Tragedy #17 @ Fi*Friday
NECKLACE: Loordes of London A Touch of Deco #12 @ Fi*Friday
SOCKS: .:Buttery Toast:. Them Bones in Black/White Bones
SHOES: Violent Seduction Tacky Star in Black
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103 Pose 3
HAIR: Tameless Jacinda in Fades
HEADBAND: Persefona Pearls Hairband “Queen” in Reds
JACKET/TOP: Loordes of London Cannes Biker Jacket in Red/Black @ OMG! Sales Room
JEANS: .: LIKE DESIGN :. Eva Skinny Jeans in Blue
NECKLACE: Loordes of London A Touch of Deco #11 @ Fi*Friday
EARRINGS: Loordes of London Monet Earrings #1 @ L’Accessories
SHOES: [SAKIDE] Leather Skull Boots
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103 Pose 1

The Far Away

I just adore the Dreamworld North: The Far Away sim. It’s very country middle of nowhere looking but I love it :] It reminds of the show Smallville. There’s a windmill and everything!


HAIR: Tameless Queenie Naturals
EYES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Fresh Green
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Jaya Skin @ Boobs, Butts & Beyond [50% of all proceeds @ this event are donated to Breast Cancer Research/Limited to 30 scripts/Read more about this event >>HERE!<<]
HEADBAND: Glitzz LizBand @ Funny Puppet Fair
DRESS: [KRC] Vintage Rose Dress in Yellow Exclusive @ Funny Puppet Fair
NECKLACE: (yummy) Bombshell Beads in Pearl @ Collabor88
EARRINGS: Glitzz Crystal Drop Black Set 2 @ Funny Puppet Fair
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103 Pose 7
LOCATION: Dreamworld North: The Far Away

Sweets and Treats

I suddenly have the urge to eat a bakery. I’m not even kidding. I never kid when it comes to sweets.

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HAIR: LCKY Morgan Disaster Pack
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Rowan Skin {Fantasy} (Blonde) @ She & Him
EYES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Aqua
CROWN: .:Buttery Toast:. Ickle Crown in Pink/Teal/Wings Rare Gacha Prize
LIPS: Le Poppycock Toy Lips in Watermelon @ Funny Puppet Fair
DRESS: ~*Starry Vanilla*~ Milky Cookie JSK in Mint
EARRINGS, BRACELET & RING: PANTSU*HUNTER Sugar Veil in Mint [All gacha prizes]
NAILS: .:Buttery Toast:. Starburst Nails for SLink 
LOLLIPOPS: .ARISE. Jumbo Lollis in Pink for Mouth & Right Hand for The Cotton Candy Hunt
SHOES: The Sugar Garden Jellybean Wedgies in White for SLink Mid Height
POSES: Eternal Dreams Dramatic Pose 7 & 9 @ Funny Puppet Fair
PILLOWS [Huggables used as picture props]: }}}Myrai Style{{{ Cupcake and Happy Sugar Gacha Prizes @ Funny Puppet Fair [From Top to Bottom/L to R: Ice, Apple Strawberry, Anise, Smurf Cherry, Cream, Strawberry Mint, Lemon, Plum Anise, Pistachio, Liquirice]

Insomnia Hard At Work

I have had horrible insomnia the past few nights therefore leading me to drafting up blog posts because why the heck not? Lots of kawaii stuff from the Funny Puppet Fair in this post!

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SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Evangeline {4 My Heart} Peach
EYES: The Sugar Garden Mori Eyes Deep Blue
NAILS: ChiMia Sunny Day Nails @ The Co-Op
[Also featured in the first picture]: .::Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations::. Lovely Sumomos in Seasalt, Lime and Sugar @ Funny Puppet Fair

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HAIR: Tameless Rhian Fantasy
EARS: ~*Starry Vanilla*~ Kitty Ear Headpiece [Group gift/Free join!]
HEADBAND: Eyelure Hairband Pink Marble Swirl Double @ Funny Puppet Fair
SUNGLASSES: Dyer Maker Heart Sunglasses 16 Color HUD Super Rare Gacha Prize [Commons are individual colors/Rares are 8 Light Colors HUD & 8 Dark Colors HUD] @ Funny Puppet Fair
TOP: Eyelure Ruffles in Pink/White @ Funny Puppet Fair
SHORTS: Eyelure Softest Shorts in Ivory @ Funny Puppet Fair
YELLOW NECKLACE: *katat0nik* Carousel Necklace Sunny Gacha Prize
LONG NECKLACE: K-Pie Designs Dream Necklace Exclusive Color @ Funny Puppet Fair
RING: .:Buttery Toast:. One More Won’t Hurt Original Mesh Ring in Blue Check Rare Gacha Prize
SHOES: 9ty- Candy Pink Heels for SLink Mid Feet in White Heels @ Funny Puppet Fair
POSE: <K&S> Standing Poses 101, Pose 5

HAIR: .Olive. The Niki Hair in Humble Browns @ The Big Show
BOW: K-Pie Designs Glitter & Lollies in Blue @ Funny Puppet Fair
SHOULDER PET: BananaN Gacha Cutie Rainbowy Shoulder Pet Rare Gacha Prize @ Funny Puppet Fair
DRESS: Loordes of London Messina Bell Dress #24 @ Funny Puppet Fair
PURSE: NS:: Sweet Bag @ Funny Puppet Fair
BRACELETS: *GFD* Metal Bracelets in Blue & Purple for The Cotton Candy Hunt
NECKLACE: .:Buttery Toast:. I’m So Kawaii!! Necklace
RING: .:Buttery Toast:. One More Won’t Hurt Original Mesh Ring in Stripe Rare Gacha Prize
SHOES: *MIMOSA* Lassie in Blue @ Funny Puppet Fair
POSE: {Curve.It} Pose Set 1, Pose 1

Greek Unicorn Fairy

Yes. That is what my friends called it when I logged in today so I thought sure why not. I had no idea what to title this post until that lol 😀 ❤


HAIR: LCKY Eilfie Disaster Pack
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Jaya Skin in Peach @ Boobs, Butts & Beyond
YES: *Birth* Shiva Eyes in Fresh Green
LIPS: NS:: Pink Lips Exclusive @ Funny Puppet Fair
HAIR FLOWERS: The Sugar Garden Peony Clip Mixed
UNICORN HEADBAND: NS:: Unicorn Mesh Exclusive @ Funny Puppet Fair
DRESS, WINGS & LEG TATTOO: chocolate atelier Polly in White @ Funny Puppet Fair
NECKLACE: .:Buttery Toast:. Coming Up Roses Necklace in Cream @ Cosmopolitan Sales Room
FEET: SLink Mid Barefeet
POSE: Le Poppycock Magic Night Pose & Prop Over the Moon Gacha Prize @ Funny Puppet Fair

Light & Dark

Heyyy 😀 I had some fun with my post today – hope you like! ❤

HAIR: LCKY Rosalia Disaster Pack @ The Big Show
SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Rowan {Fantasy} (Blonde) @ She & Him 
EYES: The Sugar Garden Mori in Aquamarine
VEILED HORNS: The Sugar Garden Veil Horns White for May’s Round of Enchantment
BOW: PANTSU*HUNTER Sugar Veil Bow in Pink
LINGERIE: Violent Seduction Eos in Love
JEWELRY: PANTSU*HUNTER Sugar Veil Necklace, Bracelet & Ring in Pink
TAIL: .::Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations::. Meiade Cotton Candy Tail @ The Fantasy Room
SHOES: Violent Seduction Gyaru Heels in Love
POSE: Glitterati Model Pack 33 Pose 321


SKIN: .:Panda Punx:. Evangeline {4 My Heart} Peach
BOW: +Spellbound+ Adored Bow @ The Big Show
CROWN: {B-DaZZled} Princess Me! Black RARE Gacha Prize @ Funny Puppet Fair
SKULL & CAPE: {aii} Voodoo Cloak in Darkness
LINGERIE: Violent Seduction Thorn Queen Prize for May’s Round of Enchantment
NECKLACE, BRACELET & RING: .:Buttery Toast:. Coming Up Roses Necklace in Lilac @ Cosmopolitan Sales Room, Coming Up Roses Bracelet & Ring in Lilac @ Mainstore Location
SHOES: Violent Seduction Heart Heels in Black for Slink Mid Feet
POSE: Focus Poses Model 103 Pose 5
LOCATION: Bentham Forest